Growing Up

I thought growing up is a process of physically changing, like sharing a photo, hashtag #whatpubertydidtome and look now I am a beauty so haters can screw themselves. 

I thought growing up could offer me whole lot of options and I can love anyone I love. 

I thought growing up means freedom. 

It is not. 

Growing up made me understand that there's no such thing as true friendships, even when your best friend for half of your lives could put you in hell. It simply shown that I am just someone barely important and all of my advice are a bunch of bullshits. 

Growing up showed me what a coward am I. I do not have the courage to admit who is the one I like and who I don't. I just keep my life going as other wants because I am afraid of argument. Not being afraid of losing it, but I am just too weary for it. 

I had feelings for someone and I denied it. Cuz I am fucking coward. 

2014

Ohhhh dear, it has been not only awhile but a freaking long time since my last blogging. I can't constantly blog about my daily life & everywhere I have been to. That's why I am completely a failed-blogger. Or maybe because I do not have a great camera to capture everything that I saw? Ya it makes a point & I better get a camera ASAP. (wink)

I just uploaded a photo of mine in instagram and the caption is exactly what I am feeling now. 

"There's always some places you want to be but you can't."

For me, I can be in any places as long as I am with F-R-E-E-D-O-M. Freedom what? Lets just say it in a simple way, if you love a bird you could not lock it in a cage and just to show that you own it and you love it. If you really do, what you should do is to let it go. A bird would be happier when it can fly all over the sky, meeting new friends, experiencing in everything new. "But you can't." Yea sometimes you just can't. Maybe because of your boyfriend, your family, your friends..... you just can't. 

It has already been 7 days in 2014. I am gonna make a resolution list for this year that I don't wanna waste it on doing nothing, anymore. What is on the top of my list? Enjoy life & learn things from the process. Sounds like I am gonna sleep all day all night but that's not the "enjoy" I am saying. 

I shall go for travelling. 

What is the big thing?

If you are following my blog then you might probably curious about the "BIG THING" that I mentioned in my last post. Well most probably no one is following my blog so just let me "ka ki blog ka ki syok" whatever. 

That's a princess among four of us (FYI, four of us mean my BFF and I) well yea if you are one of the follower of mine or my BFF's instagram you will probably know whose birthday was it. It was Xiawen Ooi's Birthday and she sent me a wishlist three days before her birthday and all the shits she wants is fuvking expensive... One of it that I can afford was Ferragamo Perfume OHHH GOSH but I loathe perfume *uekkkk* cause I have allergy to perfume. Lol. So I picked one from it which is "CELEBRATE BIRTHDAY IN A HOTEL". I have resonance with her hubby boy so we started to plan a lot of things and "jio" all of the friends she wishes to see. It isn't an easy work but I took that challenge to prove that I am an excellent Mass Comm student. HAHAHA LMAO. 

Here's me and Princess Ooi! x

So we started to decorate the room on 5pm and all the friends reached about 7pm yea but you know what? THE PRINCESS REACHED AT 9PM I WAS LIKE "LU AI MAI LAI". HAHA But that's something failed during the plan because she saw me walking down from upstair when she was sitting at the lobby. 

And she stared at me and asked: WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE? 

I was like: EH YOU NEED TO EAT I NO NEED EAT AH 9PM ADY LO SEE ME AND KHEW COME HERE TO HAVE A WALK.

I know she wouldn't buy it but whatever I am so fucking nervous ok? HAHA. 

The decorations done by us: 

Crepe cake form Humble Beginning, Straits Quay.

Why I went to downstair you are wondering right? Because her bro just reached the hotel and I have to lead him to our room. Dammit. But whatever shits happened, I assumed it was a good night la ok? HEHE.

I wish you guys really had a good time last night! To prove I am a good Mass Comm student pls. :"(

Me and the bestie KHEW! x

The 4 of us *loves*

The princess's brother! ALWAYS BULLY ME APA LU MAU? HAHA.

The long lost BFF. Couldn't meet them all the time :(

Eh Khew again haha!

My housemates + BFF + sisters + brothers <3

BTW, I won quite a lot of money last night. Thanks for all the greedy men HAHAHA. *LAIPAKWALA* :P

ps: I have to apologize because I did not took many photos of decorations. SORRY :(

Loves, 

Momo. 

Something big

November, damn I have been so busy at this month for almost every year. Yea unless she is no longer birthday in this month. HAHA.

We are up for something big this year. I wish that I can make her happy and blissful. 

Waiting for surprise? 

YOU ARE GONNA HUG ME AND CRY I PROMISE. 

TIANJIBUKEXIELOU 

BYEBYE.

One and only

I can't believe that I'm suffering from insomnia again. I hate this freaking feeling so damn much. It feels like you don't even know what should you greet with others. Good morning? Good night? Whatever urggghh. Yea everytime I've been through insomnia most probably it's about my bf. Damn it's nothing to do with those missing stuffs of course. I'm going to see him in few hours more so I wouldn't miss him until cannot fall asleep. That's stupid. (Well, no offence. Because I'm not that romantic-lovey-dovey kinda girl) ;C

Well, something happened and that's the first time I felt so harsh for the other people. I mean like if you heard of others problem you probably will sigh and say: aiyo so pity and that's it. But it is different this time, for me. I feel worried and a little bit of sadness. That shits just turned everything into a motivation for me to work hard on my studies. 

X

People, stop your criticize or laughter because sometimes, shit happens. Life isn't a news lead which contain of when, where, what, why, how & telling us how the game plays. Nobody knows. 

X

I dare you to let me be your, your one and only
Promise I'm worthy to hold in your arms
So come on and give me a chance
To prove I am the one who can walk that mile until the end starts. - one and only (Adele)

By,

Momo. 

Golden Achievement Awards

Good afternoon people. Last Sunday was Golden Achievement Awards of our college. It's an ceremony to reward our seniors who have did a great job on their video, article or any other things else. The prizes include, best public service announcement, best director, best short film and many more. Hopefully next year I will do a great job and get some prizes because THEY GIVE MONEYYYY $$$$$ AS REWARDS. 

Ok, I know you guys wouldn't have much interested on the introduction, so I make it short & clear in case you guys don't know wth is that. (maybe it's not clear, damnnnn -.-) The theme of that day was reminiscence and a lot of people dressed like 90's or 50's 30's OK ONLY ME LOOK LIKE A MODERN GIRL. Because I ain't got time to think about costume. BUT THE BEST DRESSED WILL BE REWARD RM500 FML. Damn regret. Ok I don't have much photos about that ceremony so this post is just gonna talk about my outfits of that day. (FINE I AM JUST GOD DAMN LAZY HAHA)

Here comes to briefly talk about my outfits: 

Necklace - Forever 21 It cost me for MYR10 only, can you believe that? 

The back side of my hair. Thanks to my aunt, her shop is located just beside CLB so pay visit when you need someone expert :P

Shoes - Aldo

Clutch- From Bkk

Dress- Uniqueens

Overall of outfits. #1

#2

Yay, I removed my eyes make up at the last minute. So my eyes are naked. 

The owners of best dressed award. 

Btw, I just received my parcel today... Guess what is it? Hmm,  A JELLY BOOTS! I'm so happy my gawwwd. Eventually I own a pair of it. Ok, I know I am kinda outdated. If anyone of you are interested to own one pair of it, just contact me and I can help you guys to buy it! It also comes with a pair of cute socks. SO FREAKINNN CUTEEE AND TRENDY.

Cute box, huh?

 E-mail me at momo-hang@live.com.my or wechat me: momohang0719 for more info! :)

Have a nice day! X

Weekend dates with Gordon

Good morning people! The last weekend I visited Bone Appetit Pets Center again. I promised to take more photos but end up I took more videos :P That was a very happy Saturday for Gordon because he has met some other new friends & also the friend he met last week which is a 3 years old Labrador. He was reluctant to leave and insist to sit inside the shop for about 5 mins I guess the place is pretty fun for him. Food & almost all of the pets are GIRLLLLLSSS. That's what makes him feeling excited I think. The next day I went to my bf's house he was like jumping on me and led me to the gate. Probably he thought I was there to bring him out again. He's a little smart guy, sometimes. 

When we were otw going...

Back to the topic, the weekend special of last Saturday was apple pie. This time, he was a little better than last time as he sat on the floor and waited for my bf to feed him. Besides of apple pie, we also ordered dumplings and mini pizza for him. (ps: The mini pizza was treated by Xenos Khew. Thanks bro :P) I think he enjoyed all the food except the mini pizza because he has been ordered to do lots of actions to get the pizza, eg. "hand hand, Gordon hand hand" , "Sit Gordon sit" , "Jump Gordon jump". Gordon has been trained to sit to get food so when Khew asked him to jump to get the food he was like sitting still and dare not to move his ass outta the floor. What a cute guy he is. 

The weekend special - apple pie

Gordon is kinda manja he even lay in front of an aunty when the aunty was standing at the counter to the order food for her pet. HAHA. The only thing that he lost control is when a bunch of guys sitting at a corner drinking coffee and chit chat Gordon ran to their table and trynna drink their coffee. Have you ever seen a dog is interested with a coffee? Damn Gordon must be a human inside him. MUST BE. 

Gordon says hi to everyone. 

That was a really fun day and made another homies of mine wanted to bring his pet there but most probably he can't because his pet is a huge rottweiler and he's not that friendly... (just like his owner :P) Anyway, we will probably go again, and again. 

Have a nice day! X